Guilt 

Guilt… this feeling with the power of destruction
Persecutes me after my only mistake
So many promises I’ve made
I used to believe in…. Them

Why did I waste it?
I’m on a one-way street
There’s no turning back
What will I do now?

Guilt is my only company
I feel like falling down
in an endless hole
Forgiveness is a word
for those who don’t feel shame

I don’t deserve it…
It’s my responsibility…
I must live with it forever
Forever….. 

Guilt is breaking me into pieces
Even death looks better
I want to cry but it won’t solve it
I want to scream but it won’t help me
I want to lie but it won’t change it
Please help me…

Why did I waste it?
I’m on a one-way street
There’s no turning back
What will I do now?